blame

it has been more than a week i did not update my blog

these few days i have fell into a down down mood

i duno who can listen n understand to me

i've tried to sms n call all my best fren at all the nite i feeling sad

but the feedback i get from them make me disapointed

but some of them make me cheerful n i'm so thxful to them

i think i would 1st say thx to jx

he told me many useful teories

he want me to bcum more coonfidence n try to trust my own decision

the 2nd is jc

we've know each other for many years edi,i think now is the 10th year

he try to tell me all the great things he had met n try to tell through joking way

reali reali thx a lot

while the 3rd is kapna

he is preparing for his coming test when i call him

but he also spend time to talk vf me,he noe i won't simply find him

thx kapna,actually i reali treat u as my brother =)

lastly,my another fren dat i also treat him like brother

dis guy is special for me

we've noe each other for 5 years,but we've jz met for 1 time onli

we keep contact from 2007 till now

i'm so believing he can be my 4evr fren

different vf sum guys

they will tell u dat they reali very love u,they treat u as best fren in heart

but wat they had done is different vf wat they said

lolz

i gv up

its impossible to keep a relationship if jz one of them trying to do so

one man team is useless one

for those ppl dat have threw me away from their heart,i will do the same thing onto them

y i should always wait for u all to gv me reaction?

y i should always date for the ppl dat is cold to me

lolz

i'm not so free as u think

i gt many things to do also

but i try to spend my time vf u all when i'm free

its enough to blame at all

wat i can say is jz,thx n bye,for those i meant.