2011年10月20日星期四

乱写

又是很长的一段时间没有来这里了
发生了些大事
最大件事应该是郡拍拖了吧,哈哈
还蛮替她感到高兴的
还特地上去看看她的那两个追求者tim
结果,在见面前,我对狗的印象比较好的
可是见面之后我就全力support小豹了,还帮到出面那种
结果还做了媒婆,帮他们拉红线,我很成功
回来不到几个小时他们就在一起了
再来是我的zaman kegelapan暂时度过了
没有再像之前那么emo了
感谢那些不离不弃的buddy们~
包括郡,轩,圳等等
最近考试,压力大到每天晚上都睡不好,几乎每个小时自动起来,累死
不过还剩4张就考完了,要过去了~
加油加油,希望可以拿到星星,哈哈,我很有野心~

2011年10月5日星期三

blame

it has been more than a week i did not update my blog
these few days i have fell into a down down mood
i duno who can listen n understand to me
i've tried to sms n call all my best fren at all the nite i feeling sad
but the feedback i get from them make me disapointed
but some of them make me cheerful n i'm so thxful to them
i think i would 1st say thx to jx
he told me many useful teories
he want me to bcum more coonfidence n try to trust my own decision
the 2nd is jc
we've know each other for many years edi,i think now is the 10th year
he try to tell me all the great things he had met n try to tell through joking way
reali reali thx a lot
while the 3rd is kapna
he is preparing for his coming test when i call him
but he also spend time to talk vf me,he noe i won't simply find him
thx kapna,actually i reali treat u as my brother =)
lastly,my another fren dat i also treat him like brother
dis guy is special for me
we've noe each other for 5 years,but we've jz met for 1 time onli
we keep contact from 2007 till now
i'm so believing he can be my 4evr fren
different vf sum guys
they will tell u dat they reali very love u,they treat u as best fren in heart
but wat they had done is different vf wat they said
lolz
i gv up
its impossible to keep a relationship if jz one of them trying to do so
one man team is useless one
for those ppl dat have threw me away from their heart,i will do the same thing onto them
y i should always wait for u all to gv me reaction?
y i should always date for the ppl dat is cold to me
lolz
i'm not so free as u think
i gt many things to do also
but i try to spend my time vf u all when i'm free
its enough to blame at all
wat i can say is jz,thx n bye,for those i meant.